Raw and cold
My blood feels like ice
Keeping me speechless
And not feeling right
My heart it starts breaking
That lovely feeling taken
I feel trapped
Like a bird in a cage
I can't spread my wings
When it's like this I feel I could die
About this I can't even lie
The pain that I feel inside
Please let it subside
Like this I feel I could die
Raw and cold
My blood feels like ice
Keeping me speechless
And not feeling right
It may seem childish
It may seem foolish
But singing with no voice
Is too much to bare
Friday, December 3, 2010
Friday, November 5, 2010
Ketsudan
Your screams
Ah, music to my ears
And you taste so divine
This is just the beginning
Not even to these extremes
You will never know my pain
The grief you caused
It's nowhere near the same
No, this is no game
Nor is it a dream
You will never wake
So why don't you keep on screaming?
Ah, music to my ears
It's time we've switched places
My pain turn to happiness
Bring me to the brink of ecstacy
As I lure you into death
Beg me for mercy
Hypocrite, you never did it for me
Your cries are meaningless
Your life is in my hands
And I will never set you free
The only one leaving here
Will be me
Ah, music to my ears
Ah, music to my ears
And you taste so divine
This is just the beginning
Not even to these extremes
You will never know my pain
The grief you caused
It's nowhere near the same
No, this is no game
Nor is it a dream
You will never wake
So why don't you keep on screaming?
Ah, music to my ears
It's time we've switched places
My pain turn to happiness
Bring me to the brink of ecstacy
As I lure you into death
Beg me for mercy
Hypocrite, you never did it for me
Your cries are meaningless
Your life is in my hands
And I will never set you free
The only one leaving here
Will be me
Ah, music to my ears
Horrible Mistake
Of all the things you assume
Can you think this is about you?
A fight and a struggle it seemed
Can you bare to talk to me?
I miss you, I miss you
Through all the fighting
Through all the chaos
I remember the good times we had
Am I a fool?
One stupid move, I let you go
Anger got the best of us, babe
Can you remember the good times?
Coursing through my mind clear as day
Are you willing to try again?
I can't let myself give up on you
I can't give up on you
Not yet, I don't want it to end
One stupid move, I let you go
I'm such a fool, aren't I?
And through all the fighting
Through all the chaos
I remember the good times; Do you?
Of all the things you assume
Can you think this is about you?
Can you think this is about you?
A fight and a struggle it seemed
Can you bare to talk to me?
I miss you, I miss you
Through all the fighting
Through all the chaos
I remember the good times we had
Am I a fool?
One stupid move, I let you go
Anger got the best of us, babe
Can you remember the good times?
Coursing through my mind clear as day
Are you willing to try again?
I can't let myself give up on you
I can't give up on you
Not yet, I don't want it to end
One stupid move, I let you go
I'm such a fool, aren't I?
And through all the fighting
Through all the chaos
I remember the good times; Do you?
Of all the things you assume
Can you think this is about you?
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Aching Heart
Heart that knows nothing but pain
Is there a way to clean up such a mess?
No more, not anymore
Their heart just isn't worth it
And they're nothing but a waste
This is how they feel inside
But they'll never know the truth
How people feel of them seems like a lie
But how can it be believed?
A heart that knows nothing but pain
Can't see the light within the darkness
Lying love, not ever again
Words will never get inside
With walls cast up so high
So never they will see
What they've all done to me
The secret is out, it's true
It's my own heart that aches
And wants nothing else but you
Though it seems to be too much
I won't ask you for your time
I'll just suffer alone in mine
Is there a way to clean up such a mess?
No more, not anymore
Their heart just isn't worth it
And they're nothing but a waste
This is how they feel inside
But they'll never know the truth
How people feel of them seems like a lie
But how can it be believed?
A heart that knows nothing but pain
Can't see the light within the darkness
Lying love, not ever again
Words will never get inside
With walls cast up so high
So never they will see
What they've all done to me
The secret is out, it's true
It's my own heart that aches
And wants nothing else but you
Though it seems to be too much
I won't ask you for your time
I'll just suffer alone in mine
Saturday, October 23, 2010
There's Never Stupidity In Dreams
A love, a dream
Something you couldn't possibly see
You will never understand
How could you?
You're not in my shoes
It's not stupid, not dumb
How would you feel if I said that to you?
Your hopes, your dreams
They're things of pure idiocy
It's not so fun now, is it?
You're not me so you couldn't see
But it doesn't mean you can't support me
My dreams are big and my love so far
But I'm not going to let that stand in my way
Even if it's futile
Even if it seems pointless
It's better to try
Than have never tried at all
So until then I'll give it my everything
And I'll give it my all
Something you couldn't possibly see
You will never understand
How could you?
You're not in my shoes
It's not stupid, not dumb
How would you feel if I said that to you?
Your hopes, your dreams
They're things of pure idiocy
It's not so fun now, is it?
You're not me so you couldn't see
But it doesn't mean you can't support me
My dreams are big and my love so far
But I'm not going to let that stand in my way
Even if it's futile
Even if it seems pointless
It's better to try
Than have never tried at all
So until then I'll give it my everything
And I'll give it my all
Needle
One fine day you'll come to ruin me
A fear that won't be irrational
Climbing high, oblivious child
You'll fall down, you'll fall down
A cry, a scream you're never heard
Ignored, no concern; You need them now
They think it's just for attention
Though pierced so deep you don't bleed
Even so, pain is still there
Eventually they'll drag you off the wire
Lie down to rest; They'll lie you down to rest
So don't cry, little one
Silence your screaming for now
Temporary love is at your side
A fear that won't be irrational
Climbing high, oblivious child
You'll fall down, you'll fall down
A cry, a scream you're never heard
Ignored, no concern; You need them now
They think it's just for attention
Though pierced so deep you don't bleed
Even so, pain is still there
Eventually they'll drag you off the wire
Lie down to rest; They'll lie you down to rest
So don't cry, little one
Silence your screaming for now
Temporary love is at your side
Friday, October 22, 2010
What If? (Maze)
Life is a maze
Running around in circles
Trying to escape the complications of life
To find what you've been fighting for
It's always the same
Running into dead ends
Having to start over again
Is it a hopeless wish?
To be able to smile, to be happy?
Even so, even though it seems futile
My feet keep carrying me along
Always wondering "What if?"
What if I stay?
Will things get better?
Will it all be worth it?
We'll just have to wait and see
Until then my feet will carry me
To be lead through the maze of life
To be finally given the answers I seek
We'll just have to wait and see
Running around in circles
Trying to escape the complications of life
To find what you've been fighting for
It's always the same
Running into dead ends
Having to start over again
Is it a hopeless wish?
To be able to smile, to be happy?
Even so, even though it seems futile
My feet keep carrying me along
Always wondering "What if?"
What if I stay?
Will things get better?
Will it all be worth it?
We'll just have to wait and see
Until then my feet will carry me
To be lead through the maze of life
To be finally given the answers I seek
We'll just have to wait and see
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