Aching Heart

Heart that knows nothing but pain
Is there a way to clean up such a mess?
No more, not anymore
Their heart just isn't worth it
And they're nothing but a waste

This is how they feel inside
But they'll never know the truth
How people feel of them seems like a lie
But how can it be believed?
A heart that knows nothing but pain
Can't see the light within the darkness

Lying love, not ever again
Words will never get inside
With walls cast up so high
So never they will see
What they've all done to me

The secret is out, it's true
It's my own heart that aches
And wants nothing else but you
Though it seems to be too much
I won't ask you for your time
I'll just suffer alone in mine

There's Never Stupidity In Dreams

A love, a dream
Something you couldn't possibly see
You will never understand
How could you?
You're not in my shoes

It's not stupid, not dumb
How would you feel if I said that to you?
Your hopes, your dreams
They're things of pure idiocy
It's not so fun now, is it?

You're not me so you couldn't see
But it doesn't mean you can't support me
My dreams are big and my love so far
But I'm not going to let that stand in my way

Even if it's futile
Even if it seems pointless
It's better to try
Than have never tried at all
So until then I'll give it my everything
And I'll give it my all

Needle

One fine day you'll come to ruin me
A fear that won't be irrational
Climbing high, oblivious child
You'll fall down, you'll fall down

A cry, a scream you're never heard
Ignored, no concern; You need them now
They think it's just for attention
Though pierced so deep you don't bleed
Even so, pain is still there

Eventually they'll drag you off the wire
Lie down to rest; They'll lie you down to rest
So don't cry, little one
Silence your screaming for now
Temporary love is at your side

What If? (Maze)

Life is a maze
Running around in circles
Trying to escape the complications of life
To find what you've been fighting for

It's always the same
Running into dead ends
Having to start over again
Is it a hopeless wish?
To be able to smile, to be happy?

Even so, even though it seems futile
My feet keep carrying me along
Always wondering "What if?"
What if I stay?
Will things get better?
Will it all be worth it?

We'll just have to wait and see
Until then my feet will carry me
To be lead through the maze of life
To be finally given the answers I seek

We'll just have to wait and see

Heart's Demise

Holding restraint it is no more
A loving light to be ignored
Abuse too well known to feel
Are my scars ever going to heal?

A divine passion for hatred
Burning terror in its wake
There are no angels here to guide me
To save me from this fate

Oh please tell me there's a reason
For the pain, the suffering, the sorrow
Is it all for nothing?
I've no love left to borrow

FtM

FtM by Ketsueki Von Rukku Caet

Don't you think she's so pretty?
Covered in dresses and bows
Curls surround such an innocent face
And smile so clear

Well, she's had enough of
Livin' in her nightmare
A life she didn't ask for
Doesn't want to be this way

Changes are to be made, love
You will get your way, love

Trapped in such a fragile body
She screams, she cries
"Why was I born this way?"
She didn't get to choose
It's out of her control
It was out of her control
Such a body unwanted, undesired

Changes are to be made, love
You will get your way, love

Curls chopped away, jagged and short
Covering herself in t-shirts and jeans
Crooked grin stealing smiles
Now aren't you so handsome?

Changes will be made, love
The changes have been made, love